see this
this IS the REAL me
and accept it
whether you like it or not.
i dont want to keep continuing like this
i dont want to lie to everybody around me
i dont want to decieve you
oh,
you're welcome to hate me
i dont know
maybe this is the best way
hate me all you want anyway
i wont hold it against you
its my fault in the first place
i shouldnt have faked who i really am
have you ever felt who it feels like
to be someone youre not
infront of others
just to please them?
you lie, you act, you pretend
then whats the point?
you're not even YOU anymore.
thats how i feel
theres no point in pretending
in making everyone feel that thats who you are
when in fact,
thats just who the person wants you to be.
why do i have to live my life for others
live to PLEASE others?
its called MY life ya?
so what is this about OTHERS?
but funny isnt it?
that nobody really bother's to figure out
whos really behind the mask
yes, the mask i had hidden behind all these while
i finally woken up
and now its time.
its time to move on
forget about me
forget the old me
or rather
forget the me that never existed
the me that was just a mask
sorry if this post has hurt anyone
i know i ought to get shot
or rammed down by a car
or get struck by lightning
or die of heart attack
or fall down the stairs and die
but its the truth
and i dont want to hide it anymore
its s sooner or later thing to face
s why not face it now
while i still can
than live my life in regret?
RaRa Pwned You @
9:35 AM