© RaRa
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
*stares at previous posts*
mmhmm
i can tell im not normal
lol
juz LOOK at those posts
tsk

ok
what am i tokin now
O_O
tat so doesnt sound lyk me
i mean the abv para
hmmm
but i aint me these few days
so thrs not much diff
lol
erm
tmrs holiday
i guess i'll be stuck at home
studyin for science
holy crap
science
EEE
im gona fail
hahahaha
fail
tats such a nice word
its the best word that ever existed

NO WAIT
IDK WHAT IM TOKIN ABOUT AGN
GAH

ok
ok
relax..
relax rara...
hmm...

lol ok
i tink i'll survive
for now.
its not really my fault if sth happens to me
o.o

RaRa Pwned You @ 8:23 PM

Tuesday, April 29, 2008
sigh
exams
exams
exams
exams
SUX LA
WALAO
MY LIFE HAS BEEN OFFICALLY SCREWED BY EXAMS
GAH
NO MORDEM
NO PSP
NO LIFE
._.
I WAN GO DIE
DIEEEEEEEEEE
BLAH
hanar
ytd
suay la
._.
my parents la
my bro la
i innocent party
oso kana

no fair leh
my fault meh
wad i do sia
why everytym lidat
zzz

you know what
i giv up
i dont care anymore
you two wan quarrel
by all means
go ahead
who am i to stop you
who am i that will make a diff anyway
quarrel lor
at most get a divorce
den case closed

and then what
my FREN doesnt want to care
yea
sure
fine
go ahead
u wan care u care
duwan care den dun care
lyk im what lidat
but agn
i oso nobody wad
u is u
me is me
what can i do
nothing rite
duwan tok
fine lor
dun tok

you know what
I DONT CARE ANYMORE
YOU PEOPLE WAN DO WHAT DEN DO LOR
ITS NON OF MY BUSINESS RITE
IM JUZ
SOME SORT OF
YOU WAN TO TOK TO ME DEN TOK DE
DUWAN DEN TAKE IT LYK IM NOT THERE
SO I'LL JZ GO POOF YA?
DEN WHEN U WAN ME DEN I'LL POOF BAK?

FINE
FINE
FINE
FINE
FINE
WHY AM I EVEN CARING ABOUT ALL THESE?
WHY SHOULD I?

I DONT EVEN CARE ANYMORE

RaRa Pwned You @ 1:26 PM

Monday, April 28, 2008
HAH
HAH
HAH
HAH
i have no idea wy i juz did that
I NID
TO RELIEVE STRESS
GRAWR
but its not lyk im stress
O_O
i onli started to study
since
erm
2dae
lol
SIAN LA
MY MYE
TMR START
AHHHHHHHHHH
DIE
DIE
DIE
DIE
DIE
DIE
DIE
DIE
DIE
I NID ENTERTAINMENT
NUTTY
YOU
ENTERTAIN
ME
NOW
AND
FOREVER
IDC.
ENTERTAIN
ME
ANYBODY
IM
BORED
BLAH
MID
YEAR
EXAMS
SUX
LOL
IM
SURE
EVERYBODY
AGREES
WIF
THAT
LOL
anyway
i ytd jz buy bk
629 pages
O_O
and i finished it in less den 24hrs
lol
actually less den 20 hrs
den minus slpin tym
15hrs
O_O
lol
den erm
there goes $30 i guess
nxt wk gona find another bk
o.o
anyway
erm
idk what to do now
im bored
i duwan to study
tmr got english n maths
english paper 1
maths paper 2
weird combination
dun ask me
ask my weird principle
O_O
erm
maths ah
idk how do
i totally suck at algebra
and my whole maths
is onli algebra
cept for 2 chpts
thats
erm
4/6 chpts of algebra
god
im gona die
ahh
no
i dont have a study grp
and i dont want one
cause i'll nv be concentrating
and i'll cause the rest
not to concentrate wif my crap
so yea
i shall not sabo innocent
and guai
and mugger
victims
O_O
i sound lyk im a serial killer
==
anyway
erm
im jz tryin to extend my post
lol
idk what to sae
these few days oso boring
everyday in sch
jz revision
n revision
n revision
den at home
hear my parents nag nia
den my mother
walao
lol
she sae wad
i change
duh
who doesnt change
lol
den
erm
lyk
she sae..
err
i nowadays
no interest in studyin
LOL
OBVIOUSLY
WHO DOES?
my onli interest
is my darling comp
LOL
I NOE EVERYBODY AGREES
O.O
and i have to admit
i dun realli lyk to study
but i lyk to read books
lol
rdm topic
but anyway
since thrs nth to tok abt
i shall elaborate
abt myself
lol
erm
i onli lyk fantasy types
sci fi if most of u call it
O_O
preferably
involves dark magic
HAHAHA
no im not emo
._.
yea
ive emphasized on that WORD
NO EMO
=D
though now im not tat sure ardy
==
GAH
FORGET I SAID THAT
O_O
er
erm
ermmm
uhm
urmm
idk what to sae ardy
lets see
ERM
k
im out of ideas
so tatas
O_O

RaRa Pwned You @ 12:44 PM

Thursday, April 24, 2008


lol
my lastest drawing ._.
idk nice anot
and i noe theres no face
but im nt interested in drawin faces anyway =x

oh
2dae VERY interesting
LOL
coz 2dae nid present the SPA ( science practical assignment )
and nid hand in report
i ytd do till dk what tym
den i send my fren the rest
sae wan do ppt
so i send
den i bth
i go slp
LOL
den 2dae ah
ask me got print anot
and i was, EH?!
WHY NID PRINT
WHY U NV PRINT
and all my fren can sae was,
my house printer spoil -.-
WDF LA
LOL
so ah
aft sch
i zhao home
den zhao bak
in 40mins
O.O
ok,
not very fast
but blame the bus.
nvr come de
make me almost late
LOL
ok,
i tink i was late
but nvm
den i ran up to 4th floor
cz chem lab there
we suppose present there
den i ask my fren
my bag leh
my fren tell me
oh, ur bag?
i nvr see leh
and i was,
-.-
so i ran down to library get my bag
ran bak up to chem lab
den ltr
some1 tell us,
go 3rd floor
venue change to classroom
WDH LA
LAME CAN?
MAKE ME RUN
LOL
den the presentation
the teacher ask us question,
we tell them,
the slide there got sae what
u nvr hear ah
O_o
den dey bo wei gong
LOL
HAHAHA
dam funny siol
dey ask other grps lyk 10+ question
dey ask us onli 2 questions
LOL
den zhao home
den i went to buy bubble tea
lychee ICE BLENDED
end up i got lychee WATER BLENDED
LOL
the person leave the machinese there
blend n blend n blend
till lyk 2min+ den stop it
and..
it look lyk water ardy
den i ask her,
whrs the ice blended
LOL
she sae,
there. this one lor
den i sae,
this one water leh. i wan ice
LOL
LAME SIA
LOL
but anyway jz tak den zhao home liao lor
lolololololol
pretty..
INTERESTIN..
day..
dont u just agree?
xD

RaRa Pwned You @ 2:42 PM

Wednesday, April 23, 2008
WOOO
I GOT PSP
LOL
FINALLY
HAHAHAHA
O_O

oh ya,
and mrs khor sux.
=)

RaRa Pwned You @ 7:02 AM

Saturday, April 19, 2008
lol
ok
alil update
though thrs not much to update
erm
so chinese debate was kinda successful
lol
is not realli debate la..
its more lyk
roleplaying
lyk everyone has a role
and u represnt tat role
O_O
so my role was..
cyber bully
lawl
not funny.
i nt even experienced
LOL
how i do sia -.-
anyhw do
n cher sae i act lyk one
LOL
sai
im not a bully pls
lol
and erm,
napfa
i got gold
woo
lol
nth interesting...
lit test is ez..
bio dam hard..
i got bak history test..
24/30
yayness -.-
i passed
lol
and....
my dnt proj is screwed
and its not lyk i care
fail den fail
lol
i hate dnt anyway
whats nxt..
ok
nothing le
lol
yes
that means
crap tym
O.O
yea but whats there to crap about..
hmm...
i got an idea
why dont we kill my bro
i mean his cabal la
not him in person
lyk who dares to kill him
as a person
lol
yaya?
fun to kill him
O_O
make his hp -1000
LOL
COOL
die n die n die
he no nid plae le
HAHAHAHAHAHA
ok not funny
erm............
wait i nid to think of what to sae..
errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
ok theres nothing ardy
mid year exams coming soon
in about 2wks tym..
oh wait.
is 1wk+ tym nia
EEEEEEEEEEEEE
WDFWDFWDFWDFWDF
im gona screw up
lol
realli -.-
i nvr even study at all these whole year
not tat i nvr try
is got try
but nth goes in
or rather
go in one side go out the other
lol
as usual
n my mother gona kill me
as expected
lol
and and
i'll go poof from on9
LOL
coz no internet mah
._.
idiot
lol
tak tak lor
ltr my proj all cnt do
not my fault le
=D
all point to her
HAHAHAHAHA
LOL
im being bad
-.-
and erm..
think summore..
tmr morning nid get passport..
idk for what anyway
id rather live without it
LOL
i wonder why o.o
k so..
im playin cabal now..
and my goal is 100/147 tonight..
i wan gm rawr
-.-
now onli 92
slowly~slowly~slowly~
SLOW UR HEAD
I WAN LV DE
LOL
k bye
nothing to crap le

RaRa Pwned You @ 9:15 AM

Thursday, April 17, 2008
i realise im a failure at studies
no, i mean seriously
whats the point to being higher in IQ
when i cant even concentrate in studyin
lol
not that im bhb-ing
im suppose to studyin since this afternoon
but what the heck have i been doin
everything else besides studyin
lol
hopeless rite
-.-
see ah,
tis aftn suppose study bio de
buden end up doin what?
msn
blogging
editing the stupid skin
cabalin
audiing
playin lame games
listen to music
smsing
forumming
slackin in short
everything else i can name
and nothing to do wif studyin
see wat i mean?
lol
and theres still lit to study
w8 ah
i name all the crap for tmr de..
theres bio,
lit,
napfa,
chinese debate,
maths test
WAKAO LA
how i gona finish sia...
bio first la
lol
but lyk canot finish one
-.-
so much
wakao
i dun even understand anything
and i nv even listen durin lesson
O_O
gg
lol
ok
i seriously need help on studyin
though im not realli into studyin
obviously im more of the playin type
BUT WDH
mid yr coming
n my sch work is shyt..
holy crap..
i am so not gona pass
i am so not gona study
i am so not gona slp
i am so gona die
LOL

RaRa Pwned You @ 11:27 AM

Language Of Emotion

A pens been placed into my hand,
To write down my thoughts inside,
On this paper that's been made,
By these feelings I cannot hide

There are stories of love and hate,
That people cannot understand,
I write down my stories of truth,
To show exactly where I stand

There are stories of life and family,
Hopes of kids and a great wife,
That seems to be more uncommon,
For alot of people who live this life

There are stories about hard times,
How we cannot let go of the past,
For we choose to dwell on things,
So the pain always tends to last

There are stories about the world,
And how bad it seems to be,
Yet, we sit back and we do nothing,
For the truth we just cant see

No one else can read this writing,
For all of my stories stand alone,
For the language of emotion,
Is one that goes unknown

RaRa Pwned You @ 5:33 AM

Sunday, April 13, 2008
grr...
i hate my cca
-.-
I WAN GO HOMECOMING DE LOR
RAWR
stupid cca thing clash...
zzzz
onli can go homecoming for 2hrs..
my job thr i do till so shuang lol
onli nid sit thr collect money
xD
n gt flirted -.-
im nt fallin for it
mwahaha
LOL
haunted house is fun
O_O
lol
nt lyk its my prob
O.O

RaRa Pwned You @ 12:44 PM

Tuesday, April 08, 2008
Please dont say goodbye

This pain is now my torture
and i don't know what to do
it doesn't seem that long ago
when i felt so close to you

i don't want you to leave me
i cant bare to watch you go
but if you are not staying
then theres things you need to know

i miss you when we don't talk
and i think the world of you
i look up to you and admire your strength
and i am proud of everything that you do

when i know your happy and hear you laugh
i cant help but feel happy inside my heart
but now i have this heartbreaking feeling
i can slowly feel us drifting apart

i don't know what to do to tell you
that i want to make things right
i just wish we were close again
and know that every things alright

i cant help but think your hurting
and maybe need some time alone
but its hard to watch you suffer
i don't want to be on your own

i am always going to be here for you
and i hope you know i will always care
you are the best thing i have had
and your the one who was always there

i hope you can forgive me
for the pain I've put you through
I'm really really sorry
let me make it up to you

i know that i have let you down
and what i do is always wrong
but i promise now i will be good
and just for you i will be strong

tears are rolling down my face
the thought of losing you makes me cry
i just want us to be ok again
please, don't say goodbye

RaRa Pwned You @ 12:22 PM

see this
this IS the REAL me
and accept it
whether you like it or not.
i dont want to keep continuing like this
i dont want to lie to everybody around me
i dont want to decieve you

oh,
you're welcome to hate me
i dont know
maybe this is the best way
hate me all you want anyway
i wont hold it against you
its my fault in the first place
i shouldnt have faked who i really am

have you ever felt who it feels like
to be someone youre not
infront of others
just to please them?
you lie, you act, you pretend
then whats the point?
you're not even YOU anymore.
thats how i feel
theres no point in pretending
in making everyone feel that thats who you are
when in fact,
thats just who the person wants you to be.
why do i have to live my life for others
live to PLEASE others?
its called MY life ya?
so what is this about OTHERS?

but funny isnt it?
that nobody really bother's to figure out
whos really behind the mask
yes, the mask i had hidden behind all these while
i finally woken up
and now its time.

its time to move on
forget about me
forget the old me
or rather
forget the me that never existed
the me that was just a mask

sorry if this post has hurt anyone
i know i ought to get shot
or rammed down by a car
or get struck by lightning
or die of heart attack
or fall down the stairs and die
but its the truth
and i dont want to hide it anymore
its s sooner or later thing to face
s why not face it now
while i still can
than live my life in regret?

RaRa Pwned You @ 9:35 AM

Monday, April 07, 2008
gawd
i nid to chill -.-
ive been fkin pissed the whole dae la
kao
n noone bothers
their too bz entertaining me wif their problems anyway
who would notice mine in the first place
cant blame me for being like this today
and its not totally MY fault
i was ardy fked up since ytd luh
dun ask
dun wanna sae
-.-

so sorry all for my fked up attitude 2dae
coz im realli..
pissed
wdv

RaRa Pwned You @ 12:59 PM

Tuesday, April 01, 2008
god -.-
is EMO the IN thing now?
why everybody oso emo one
SHEEZE
me how
X.x
anti emo
den anti everybody ah
O.O
why not ah
lol
anyway
i think cabal is better off than audi..
coz no nid tok
den oso no nid care ppl emo anot
O_o
solo ma
everything oso solo
no nid care abt others
die den die lor
LOL
i mean,
others die den too bad lor
i die den..
others die O_o
k la
i nt so bad
lol
WHAT O.O
I OSO NV GO PK THEM
i swear -.-
im too gd to do that
LOL JK
wakao bhb
lol
k la
change topic

I HAVE NTH TO POST
see la
this the thing abt updating too much
i nth to update
O_O
blah blah blah
la la la
tis
is
borin

lol why i always doin this when i blog
previous post oso lidat
-.-
im being rdm
vry rdm
super rdm
thrs nth to read
dun bother to read
its boring
seee
seeeee
seeeeeee
seeeeeeeee
ure fallin aslp
anytym now
ure aslp
oh not yet
wait
wait
wait
soon
soon
soon
soon
vry soon
i can feel it coming
SLP!
eh
still nt aslp
SUA
U DUWAN SLP
I WAN SLP
BYE

anyway
tmr april fool
mwahaha
pranks day
SHIOK LOL

RaRa Pwned You @ 12:33 PM

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