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LOLLL i was writing shyt in my notebook durin chemistry. and by now i think my partner wanna change place wif sum1 else ardy. xD sry for the SHIT handwriting. lololol -.- chemistry was b4 lunch...well, its the period exactly b4 lunch O_O

lol anyway,
tmr no cca.
so im planning on celebrating my bdae tmr.
though its on sat la.
buden sat i whole day tuition.
morning tuition.
aftn tuition.
evening youth.
nite tym who noes what the hell my parents will make me do -.-
so, yeah tmr.
but idk how to spend it.
who to spend it wif.
where to spend it.
i dun even noe why i bother spending it O_O
for bdae sake ._.
any1 wanna spend wif me? ;x

sheeze..
if its no1,
i'll spend it by myself..
i'll find sth to do..
sth..

RaRa Pwned You @ 8:35 AM

It Only Takes A Few Seconds To Hurt People You Love, And It Can Take Years To Heal.

There Are Two Eternities That Can Really Break You Down. Yesterday And Today, One Is Gone And The Other Doesn't Exist... So Live Today.

Did you know that those who appear to be strong in heart, are real weak n most susceptible?

Did you know that those who spend their time protecting others are the ones that really need someone to protect them?

If you love somebody, let them go. If they return, they were always yours. If they don't, they never were.

Every man is afraid of something. That's how you know he's in love with you; when he is afraid of losing you.

You can close your eyes to the things you do not want to see, but you cannot close your heart to the things you do not want to feel.

Ive been thinking through these few days while im at home, partly cause i have nothing better to do. And as i was looking though my smses from the past, i asked myself, why are they still here? Thats when i woke up. I realised, those were the past. They're bygones. They're to be forgotten. They're to be gone. They're to be erased. Im finally moving on i suppose. Yes, of cause it hurts to do this. But i cant keep holding on to them. They're just part of my past to be forgotten. Been there, felt that, moved on. Thats what i should do. Thats what everyone should do. They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, but then an entire life time to forget them. Fine, this sucks. Someone brainwash me?

You can shed tears that she is gone, or you can smile because she has lived. You can close your eyes and pray that she'll come back, or you can open your eyes and see all she's left. Your heart can be empty because you can't see her, or you can be full of the love you shared. You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday, or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday. You can remember her only that she is gone, or you can cherish her memory and let it live on. You can cry and close your mind, be empty and turn your back. Or you can do what she'd want: smile, open your eyes, love and go on.

RaRa Pwned You @ 3:39 AM

sheeze
my comp's laggin lyk shyt.
or rather,
my internet.
blah.
laglaglaglaglag
dam fkin lag -.-
2dae's elearning day
it sux
wad else do u expect.
english, maths n sci.
for english,
we're suppose to write 2 compo.
1 is grp disscussion,
another is single.
lyk, how the heck do u do grp disscussion on9?
msn?
yea rite. they msn
n nobody wants to tok.
on9, nobody's contributing.
so everybody jz does solo pieces -.-
den there's maths,
and another compo for maths.
first tym hear eh?
writing compo for maths.
askin us to read sum crap
that we've nvr heard of or seen of b4
in our whole life.
so what?
copy paste
submit.
heck care
lol
den sci,
bio
eh, i onli learn chem n phys leh
oso haven learn bio
now call us do bio
wdh -.-
they sae it takes app. 6 hrs to complete
i this morning 10am till jz nw 8pm den finish
6hrs hor.
so smart.
buden again,
oso not spend all the tym doin hmwk
of coz there's slackin tym
xD
fine.
ALOT of slacking tym
i couldnt be bothered wif sch work
n i wish im sick tmr
i hope.
so dunid go sch.
dunid go cca.
i tink i still got fever
blah. who knows.
i onli noe i still got flu
O_O
sheeze,
flu.
lyk, *sniff*
LOL.
ive been sick since fri
till now
wouldnt be surprised if im sick for tmr
o.o
sick whole wk
fri nite nt sick
WOOT
i happy
LOL
as if
n even if realli sick
my parents oso make me go sch la
u tink dey let me miss one whole wk of sch meh

now my msn cnt sign in
ebuddy laggin lyk shyt
until canot sign in oso
wdf -.-
SIAN LAAAA

bdae countdown,
4 days.
nah,
cant be bothered
its on a sat
which means its tuition dae
which means sianess -.-

RaRa Pwned You @ 1:37 PM

was bak frm camp ytd
was suppose to come home 2dae though
but i was sick,
so i got kicked home.

imagine walking around the whole hougang area
just for some so called
'amazing race'?
from sch, walk to hougang point
den from hougang point,
walk to blk 574
(some werid place)
den walk to hougang stadium
den walk to another weird block
den walk to upper serangoon
to kovan some community park
to eat some watermelon we bought
( we were forced to buy it,
and carry it around the whole journey )
on the grass,
without a knife of anything.
no spoon too.
use hands.
lol.
den walk to LSBC ( its a church )

just imagine doing that.
for 6 hours non-stop.
u'll probably die ardy.
me leh?
x2 worst.
coz im sick -.-

first day of camp,
got headache.
second day morning,
sore throat.
second day afternoon,
flu.
second day night,
fever.
i wonder if i stayed there till today,
i'll probably be dead.

i got flu, i cant breath properly
i got sore throat, i cant talk
i got fever, im constantly out of breath

sheeze,
im probably gonna die soon.
who noes?

RaRa Pwned You @ 9:57 PM

sigh..
camp's abt 2hrs away..
n i dont want to go..
><

In life, there are moments when you miss someone so much that you would only fulfill your dreams by holding that person tight in your arms.

When a door of the happiness is closed, another opens, but us, we continue to look at the closed door and we do not attach importance to that which we have just opened.

Do not trust appearances, they are often false.
Do not interest yourself in wealth, it will disappear.

Seek somebody who communicates with you in laughters, because one laughter could turn a sad day into a joyful day.

Dream whatever you desire to dream.
Go wherever you wish.
Seek whatever you desire.

Because life is unique by how you shape it.

The lucky ones inevitably do not have best of the best.
They seek simply the best of what they see on their journey.

The most beautiful future will always depends on the need for forgetting the past. You will not be able to go from the past in life as long as you will not have overcome the errors of the past and all that hurt you.

Live the life in full, and always smile in spite of difficult times.

Life does not amount in breathings, but to the moments which cut you the breath.

This message is for those who count on me,
to those who mark my life,
to those who made me laugh when i really needed somebody,
to those who showed me encouragement when i was down,
to my friends,
to those who passed by me,
to those who i needed at my side.

RaRa Pwned You @ 6:26 AM

i'll be mia soon..
due to camp ._.
tis fri to sun
sigh..
SIAN LAAAAAAA
._.
dun feel lyk going lol..
but since when i feel lyk going camp in the first place -.-
lol..
i hate mrs khor ._.
she suxzxzxzx
but at least i got 25/25 for math ._.
and i tot i failed lol
buden my phys gt 19/30..
chinese 25.5/50..
lol jz passed ._.
at least pass o.o
if nt die..
buden i whole of last yr oso fail
no biggy O_O
but im at th bottom of my class for chinese -.-
noobs lyk me,
shouldnt take hcl
cz im ardy dyin at normal chinese ._.
blahhhhhh
camp ar camp..
torture camp..
sigh...
my bday's jz nxt sat..
buden no1 can pei me ._.
cz i whole dae havin tuition..
WHY SO SUAYYYYY?! T.T
who would bother to remember anyway ._.

RaRa Pwned You @ 7:35 AM

woots
finally bought my mp4
LOL
pok liao la -.-
S$279
._.
so ex
lolololol
well..
at least i finally bought it O_O

RaRa Pwned You @ 3:17 PM

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
happy valentine's day,
though its not very happy,
buden i shall post it for the sake of posting
cz its valentine's day,
n worst,
its VALENTINES day
aka my bro's audi ign -.-
suay
wdv
nt my prob
lololololol
maths test was chicken,
actually i tink can get full marks,
buden tat stupid mrs khor sure minus marks anyway
_l_
mrs khor suxzxzxzxzxzxzxz
;D

RaRa Pwned You @ 1:05 PM

argue summore la.
argue until u two happy.
has anyone ever spared a thought about how i felt?!

RaRa Pwned You @ 11:28 AM

*coughsidontknowwhattopostaboutsoi'lljustpostsmecrapcoughs*
srsly idk wad 2 post
so i didnt want to post anything
but i'll juz update for updating sake
so yea i've updated
so i guess i'll go off now
n bye
bye
bye
bye
bye
bye
but im still here
so why aint i gone
im suppose to be gone lyk 10 sec ago
oh now its 12sec
13
14
15
16
17
18
19
200
o.o
im still here
i cant seem to leave
but i tink im juz stalling
stallin
stallin
stallin
whats stalling actually anyway?
idk
i juz heard it from sumwhere
i tink from a bk
oh wait
what bk O_O
book tv?
errr
idk leh
book tv book tv book tv
i tink both ar.
oh look,
im stalling again.
whats stalling again -.-
stalling = waste tym?
O_O
any1 got dictionary?
my house de kns
super outdated
lol
and its super thick
but i think inside all crap
not viewable by an average human
u think leh -.-
too cheem
the words lyk ____
fill in the blanks.
any word oso can
cz i oso dk wad word to fill in
there wasnt suppose to be a word
there wasnt even suppose to be that sentence
its juz random
juz lyk this sentence
n the above
n the above above
n the above above above
n the above above above above
n the above above above above above
n the above above above above above above
u get what i mean.
this post consists mainly of crap
actually it consists of crap
everything is crap
there shouldnt be such a post like this
becoz no1 will read it
cept the typer of coz
which is me
which is super lame
which will make everybody go =="
ya?
i bet ure going ==" right now
as in, =="
yeah, =="
everybody on the bus goes ==" ==" =="
=="=="=="
=="=="=="
everybody on the bus goes =="=="=="
_________________
oh
i forgot wad the last sentence was
so it has been replaced by a blank
so fill in the blank
cz idk wad to fill in
n im still suppose to be gone lyk 5min ago
not realli 5min
mabey longer
or i tink its shorter
but theres no diff
coz the more i type the longer the shorter will get
n the longer the longer will get
so its still getting longer whether its shorter or longer
longer~
longer~
wow so long
i crap too much
any1 understands the above sentences?
err i tink its the abv abv abv abv abv abv abv abv n abv
no ar
i oso dun understand leh
but i srsly wanna go
cz idk wad to post about
so i'll be going
soon
soon
soon
soon
soon
soon
soon
very soon
very soon
very soon
very soon
very soon
very soon
very soon
ok im gone

RaRa Pwned You @ 4:58 AM

hi

HAPPY NEW YEAR

bye

RaRa Pwned You @ 5:43 AM

im walking around
limping
lyk a retarded crippled person.
lols -.-
n my mother actually made me go city plaza ytd
no idea why
and yes,
i was limpin ==
retarded.
lol.

anyway,
i got GOOD news,
im celevrating valentines day!!!!
wif my maths test ==
slap mrs khor la
giv us maths test on tat dae _l_

RaRa Pwned You @ 7:40 PM

wdf
can you two just stop arguing for once?
even just for a day?
whatever is between you two
its non of my problem.
i dont have to know.
but then you two JUST had to quarrel in front of me.
wdf..
I DONT WANT TO HEAR ANYMORE.
SHUT UP!!!!
i dread you two quarreling.
every night.
when you two are at home.
CONFIRM.
you think its so nice to hear?
PEI.
you never even consider my feelings.
im not invisable, mind you.
im just right infront of you.
i hate public holidays.
having you two home tgt at the same time.
there's bound to have something happen.
walao eh -.-
this isnt the first tym im posting about these stuff.
and its a good thing they dont read my blog.
lol.

RaRa Pwned You @ 1:51 PM

i will not change because of you.
i do not have to listen to you.
i do not have to put up with your constant rantings.
for fking sake,
they are YOUR problems.
u not happy,
u not in the mood,
so you had to make everyone around you LIKE you?
oh please.
i dont want to hear your rantings.
i dont have to put up with you.
just who do you thin you are?
ignoring me when u feel like it,
yet when youre angry or whatsoever,
you blame me?
what is this?
you dont own me.
you dont rule me.
you dont have the right to judge me.
you cant command me.
neither will i listen.
i have my rights,
i do what i want.
since you know you have ap,
you should have controlled yourself.
but no,
it ended up at the beginning again.
it started ALL OVER AGAIN.
you caused someone to get sad,
u say others dont care about what you feel.
but have u ever asked yourself this?
have you ever cared about what others will feel?
theres a sayin, treat others how you want them to treat you.
it's only right.
good with good, bad with bad.
oh, no.
im not pissed.
i just wouldnt get angry over it.
why dont you do some soul searching?
why dont you do some reflection.
the way you have treated others,
how you want others to treat you.
u think its fair?
well, get this.
NO.

you may hate me,
and you may hate me for whatever god dam shit i did.
but i dont care.
not in the past.
not now.
neither in the future.

RaRa Pwned You @ 8:18 AM