some people,
actually most people,
or mabey everybody,
always ask me why im so quiet.
call me emo, anti-social
or wadever.
i cant help it.
lols
its been like this since young.
everytime i said anything at home
i'll get scolded.
whether right or wrong.
so over the years
i learnt to keep my mouth shut ;D
talk when youre asked to.
thats what i learnt.
whenever i go out with other people,
its natural i dont talk
so dont ask me to.
i'll be like,
juz tagging along
being an extra person
who doesnt matter if im there or not
cause if i just go poof
noone would notice
and its not like it would make any difference.
and i hate being called emo.
pls.
im not.
its not like i slit my wrists or sth.
LOL.
cause thats lyk, crazy.
and a waste of blood anyway.
ok, thats off topic on what i wanted to say.
i mean,
i seriously dont know what to say.
even if i did,
i wouldnt say it.
cause nobody would listen
and it would hurt.
so if i didnt say it,
then others wouldnt being ignoring me,
and i wouldnt feel hurt. ;D
ive learnt alot of things on my own
but its not really a nice way to learn things.
personal experience.
hah!
yup,
whatever i say,
whatever i do,
its never appreciated.
who to blame but myself?
my parents
they dont really care what i do.
they only care that i do what they want me to do
im just a puppet to them
to do their bidding
without comments,
without a will of my own.
things that they should have cared about,
they didnt.
and things that they shouldnt,
they did.
i have weird parents dont i? o.o
scold me for things i didnt do
and things i did.
scold me for things i said
and things i didnt.
sorry for being such a useless person
sorry for not being what you wanted me to be
sorry for not being your dream person
sorry for being what i am now
sorry for being a failure.
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3:20 PM