Save Me From My Suicidal Life of Pain
You are the only thing that I need
All I want is for you to make me whole once more.
Fill the empty spaces that never got completely filled before
Stich up the slices on my heart
And tape back together what's been torn apart.
I'll be waiting for you on the bridge.
And if you care enough, you'll be there before I fall of the edge
To save me from my suicidal life of pain
You're to only one who wash the blood stains
Kill Me Please?
Never wanted it to go so far
{Could you blame me for trying?}
I didn't know you were so blind
{Just for a bit longer...?}
Don't tell me you want it your way
{Give it up}
Living as long as I could
{Somehow it doesn't seem right}
Everyday I had to stop and weep
{Please don't comfort me}
Hoping maybe you will see
{Blindfold in life are just too common}
Love turned to dust and I felt empty
{Using myself again and again}
I hope you think about love
{Or maybe lost is what I meant}
The rope tightened on the night I will die
{Without emotion life is worthless}
I will ask before falling asleep with you
{Comply to me sooner, my love, it's only right}
Kill me please, baby, tonight?
Dead
I stay on my back
On the cold tile floor
Lying next to the phone
Waiting for it to ring
So I can pick it up
And hear your voice
Every night I cry
Until I fall asleep
Without you beside me
I awake each lonesome morning
With my mascara from yesterday
As always, it's running down
Oh, how I do wish
That you'd come back
That you'd kiss me again
But as my depression grows
So does my everlasting doubt
That you will ever return
I'm lying there again
This time facing down
You found me here
But you've come too late
Now you kneel next to me, crying
With my wrists in my blood
I stay on that floor...
Dead
She cut her wrists
She cut her strings.
She cut her wrists.
She couldn't stand it anymore.
She had hit rock bottom.
and couldn't take it.
She had to feel something.
Something more than nothing.
So she let the blood drip down.
Down her arm and to the floor
and her mother walked to the door.
She ran to her daughter before she hit the ground,
and saved her life,
before she drowned.
Later she asked why?
Why did she save her
when she wanted to die.
Suicide is painless
This suicide was painless
Thats all that I can say
I dont know what else to tell you
Or if you want to hear it anyway
Sarah took slow poison
Matthew used a knife
But unlike them I felt no pain
At the ending of my life
Nothing is left to care for
When the dreams get killed by fate
and the cutting gets deeper
and the blood floods everywhere
nothing is left to care for
when no one looks your way
and no one was happy at your birthday
and the cutting gets deeper
nothing is left to care for
when the wounds witness the
the blood feels welcome again
when you become friends with the darkness
nothing is left to care for
when no one cries for your bleeding eyes
when no one accepts you as you are
when no one walks in your funeral
nothing is left to care for
when all the doors are sealed
when there's no loophole for you
when no one asks about you
nothing is left to care for
when your body is used to torture
when your flesh needs the knife
when the cutting is the cure
nothing is left to care for
Im a cutter
I'm a cutter
And nobody cares.
I'm a cutter
And no one is aware.
I cut today
Just for fun,
I'll cut tomorrow
I still won't be done.
Everything is fake
Behind my smile is a blade
I want you to see
I'm not really afraid.
Every night
I sleep awake
Every day
I want to show you the cuts I make
I'm too tired to go on
My body is too weak
But I'm ready to leave
I'm too tired to speak.
I'm no longer a cutter
I cut once more
I'm no longer a cutter
You'll find my body on the floor.
I was a cutter
I wish someone knew
I was a cutter
It's too late now there's nothing to do.
My life is over
and it hardly begun
My life is over
But I'm glad it's done.
Theyre juz poems,
so dont tink too much.
RaRa Pwned You @
11:01 AM