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lols.
camp was...
ok...
its was ok.
lols...
T.T
but gettin bombarded by water bombs aint fun
PAIN LEHHHHHHH
WALAO
the first day..
10am they started wif icebreakers,
n i was in the same grp wif timothy,
the ghey. YES, THE GHEY.
lolololol
hes ghey la can...
wahaha no offence T.T
and our grp was..
CHIONG lol
and there was hiong, pia, kia
lols
weird name. i oso noe
first was the balloon...den tie to ur leg de..
heng nt me LOL
neh den aftn went to the beach,
captains ball...
we got 2nd..
lol hiong la ==
i mean the game was hiong, not hiong that grp lol
and we had some other games..
den the water bomb cum tictactoe de..
throw over a net..
sth lyk tictactoe la..
nvm lols hard to explain..
mudddddy lol
den was free for all
i zhao xD
jkjk
nite tym was boring..
sermon...den worship...den ministry...
till 1030..
zhao slp
wahaha..
buden 1130 den lights out
i 1125 ko lol
and then they woke us up at 4am
blindfolded us,
den made us walk to the beach
its lyk..
1km away leh..
for what? do QT lols..
1 hr ltr go bak..
walao...i nxt mornin tired lyk shyt la..
nxt day was water games...
yesyes..more bombarding wif water bombs..
nite tym was same thing..
and ytd..
pack up den go home.
and i was tired lols.
going die le.
and at nite had stomache..
seriously BAD stomache. lols
and then headache..
finally wanted to vomit..
lols..play audi awhile bth liao
i go slp lols..
i still dun feel well now...
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holy...

RaRa Pwned You @ 10:06 AM

o.o
30 mins to xmas ;D
i wan to spend it wif sum1 ><
but thrs no1 LOL
my presents are pathetic @@
all i got was..
1 wallet n 1 pillow n 1 perfume..
i dont use perfume..o.o..
pillow is fine..
wallet i got ardy
blah ><
and im broke too
lols
tis aftn went hougang mall to buy present for my parents,
34.90 for the bear bear
+ 2 for the box
end up 36.90 ><
den i left 1.30 lol..
den amanda wanted to drink bubble tea..
she nvr bring money..
i help her pay first..
end up left 10 cents lols ><
brokeeeeeeeeeeeee
i cant take money from my parents
coz the present was for them x.x
that was the most expensive present i bought for any1
in my whole life ><

juz now went for church celebration..
blah..
bias..
everything guest first..
present oso onli giv guests...
seat oso muz giv guests sit..
food oso guests take first..
everything oso them...
den i go for what TT
go there giv ppl everything first ar..
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and then got camp tis wed..
till fri lols...
sian.. ><
means i no tym do tuition homework..
coz tuition's on sat..
tmr going out..
blah..whr got time TT

im suppose to be happy on christmas hor..
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RaRa Pwned You @ 3:34 PM

lols. ok.
i'll update.
FK U FORUMS.
FK U ADMINS.
WHY THE HECK YOU BAN MY IP ADDRESS FOR?!
U KUKU AR?
WHAT I DO SIA?!
unban me or die. _l_

RaRa Pwned You @ 2:18 PM

lols
2dae was fun O_O
well..kinda anyway LOL
i went wif kor to bunk,
coz he wanted to go find ppl ==
sae what..beat uppers ar O_O
end up onli joanified n donovan was there o.o
dey all play play awhile,
den don wanted to go buy his..guitar strings O_O
so they went to..plaza lols
den buy liao,
nth do zhao taka O_O
the train so full la ==
den joani had to go at 6 to work
she go le den don n us spilt,
me n kor went to the food place downstairs de O.O
he go buy the orangejuines or sth O_O
so ex la ==
summore he sick still go drink lol
den i go buy the jap noodle or sth,
da bao go home makan dinner =D
coz he sure wun eat at home cook de food wad ==
help him buy lor
fan zhen i oso wan eat LOL
come bak that tym,
he lyk going die liddat ==
walk abit nia TIRED ARH
CANOT WALK LIAO ARH
lols?
i tell him,
den juz nw wif they all u oso nth wrg ==
he sae muz act pro O_O
LAME LA CAN?

RaRa Pwned You @ 1:50 PM

lols ok
i went out to work ytd o.o
for amanda's aunt la
well..
at least i was suppose to =x
she called me to wake up early in the mornin at 9 ==
i usually woke up at 10 lols
eh,
my 1hr of slp hor.
lols lame O.O

anyway,
her father sent us to citysquare
go get stock
ate lunch there,
and then there was this picture,
the food looked lyk horfan,
but the name put hokkien mee O_O?
den amanda order den look lyk mee goreng
LOLS! 1 food 3 things O_O

ok neh mind
so we went to suntec at around 1230
help set up the stall
actually its lyk those cart o.o
den nth 2 do
me n amanda went to walk
walked into minitoons,
came out wif 2 candy sticks LOL
she pay oso not i pay
scared wad xD
den walk until the movie cinema there
she sae she wan go watch
den i sae go watch la
she sae nvm LOL
hu cares,
i wan watch, i drag her in
den watch golden compass xD
until 430 LOL
we 2 were lyk,
WDF SO LATE
den go bak shop
den ended up walkin off again O_O

go the toysRus
den i bo liao go buy one whole box of candy cane LOL.
$5 fly hahaha
nvm la..12 sticks..not bad ^^
i lyk can le o.o
recently i juz realised i addicted to lollipops ==
everyday oso eat =X

den we went to watch ANOTHER movie LOL
err..enchanted.
i watched le..
but nvm la
watch in cinema nicer den watchin at home
n we 2 laffin lyk mad ppl O_O
the pip actin as the princess den sing lyk
@Q#*(%&@#*(%&@*( total retard LOL
went bak around 630
waited for her other aunts to come

DEN DEY GO CHI DA CAN LOLS
x.x the most ex meal i have ever eaten in my entire life
LOL
33.80 each person
+ everything $40 one person
aw man T.T
buffet LOLS
er..i tink its kuishin-bo
jap buffet restuarant
WALAO LA
HIGH CLASS X.X
lobster, scalop, shark fin, gingseng, crab
blah blah blah everything oso got
EEKS
n the deserts rocks btw lols
unlimited drinks too =x
can kip going to take more coke =X
hahahaha
eat until dam full la lols
den around there go home le

reach home spoils the dae ==
come home nia,
i on comp,
go bathe,
haven even play on match in audi
my father come kp liao
JUZ COZ MY MOTHER TOLD HIM I EVERYDAY PLAY TILL MIDNITE
DEN HE BUAY SONG
CALL ME OFF
i tell him, i juz come home nia u scold scold scold
he told me, THEN DONT COME HOME AT ALL
........
tink i wan go home meh ==
gimme money i go out la
dunid stay home
hear u scold nia
im not a punchbag pls ==
im a living thing,
i have feelings.

buden to tink again,
i oso duno whr to go.
my grandmother stays at amk,
i have no idea how to go there.
i dont realli have any frens to go to.
i cant go to any relatives, coz they sure tell de
i got no money, thats worst.

yay me,
im a screwed person.
==

RaRa Pwned You @ 9:50 AM

simply beautiful...

RaRa Pwned You @ 9:03 AM

lols
they had the patch 2dae
2~5
had tuition from 330 to 530,
so aft that can plae liao lor.
mm..
n RIP aka -Death-SouL
sent me a set of clothes,
lols
its the first time lah
first tym anyone sent me anything..
anyone even treated me this nicely..
T.T
i didnt ask him for it de lor..
is he ownself wan send de
o.o
and hes probably the longest fren ive ever known
lols
from lyk...march till now?
usin xiiaowinter,
i met him lor
o.o
eh..super long can lols
den he either mia or we nvr tok at all
for a nong nong tym
den recently den he pm me O.O
ok la..
its late lols
nites ^^

RaRa Pwned You @ 5:47 PM

once again,
im feeling left out.
why? how the heck would i know.
i just FEEL left out ok?
==
all my so called 'frens' are like,
ignoring me
pm oso noone reply.
eh i what sia
happy happy then talk to me
then other times just ignore
your dog ar
zzz

its ok if you make fun of someone,
but its NOT ok if you go overboard
and i especially hate people who make fun of my name
i mean,
ok la,
i admit my name is WEIRD
you dunid say i also know
==
but making fun of it?
eh, please la,
people make fun of your name you like meh
ok la, if you like then i also nothing to say lor,
except you guai lan ==

harhar
i also nothing to post.
forums seem dead to me.
nola, its not dead,
only me ==
i also dont like to mix with the forumers
my fault meh ==
dont like means dont like la
need reason de meh
want reason then too bad lor ==

mabey im going overseas again sometime later.
ahhh who cares.
as if anyone is gonna miss me
got at least 1 person miss me already miracle
lols

haiyo neh ==
tuition postponed to tomorrow
3.30 pm ar.
till 5.30.
den 8 to 10 still got another tuition
wdf lah
==
and worst,
the fashion mall patch postponed.
wow zzz

RaRa Pwned You @ 12:54 PM

oo..
tmr audi patch~
sales
mwahaha O_O
20% mall wide
rofl
anything to buy?
nah ==
poor ppl lyk me
no nid buy anything de la
cnt even afford ppc
o.o...
besides...
hopefully patch durin my tuition time..
eh..i tink GOT tuition ar..
should be
and i haven do hmwk
crap
lols

home life is boring
~.~
i wanna go overseas again
at least i wun have to hear ppl yelling
n quarreling
tsk
ytd come home nia ardy start shouting
u can tahan i canot ar
==
ok la
i go do hmwk liao
lols
x.x

RaRa Pwned You @ 10:53 AM

blah
its been 6days..
6 DAYS OK?
not thats its THAT long..
ahh nvm

i juz came home from malaysia juz now
dam tired can...
T.T
went on sat...
morning around 8
ok...i lyked the hotel..
ALOT.
erm..
austin hills
golf course resort...
freakin big luh..
x.x
the room...lyk the size of my house
@#%&@#*(%^@#&
ok..mabey my house is small
but compare..
its freakin big
the biggest room ive seen can
==
first day frm aftn till nite juz shop n shop n shop lor
at er..jusco
den jasper said
he bought the whole jusco for $250 ==
n den the whole tym he kept tellin me he bought jusco for $250
n i was lyk
i take anything hor
bill u pay
LOL

so..2nd was abt the same..
morning we went to plae bowling
first match was a total disaster
the person hu suppose to lose won
n the person hu suppose to win lost
lyk, wdh? LOL
amanda won la
n i lost O_O
i was lyk
FK?
LOL
den 2nd match was bak to normal
lols
den aft tat went SHOPPING again
lols
till....7pm
den went to watch movie
erm..
Beowulf
kind old
i noe
lols
the cinema was EMPTY
cool =D
heres the thing
it was amanda who wanted to watch de
end up
she scared lyk shyt
ok, i dun even find it scary
except sum parts
kind of suddenly
shock dao thats all
i dun get whats so scary
ok...bloody... lols
O_O
liddat oso scared
==
bo liao~
ending was...
er..
lyk the thing goes on n on that type
o.o?
nvm lol
watch finish ardy 9+
den went bak le ba
oh ya..
i bought a packet of lollipops
cola flavour =D
eat till shiok lol

3rd was..
eh..
soso nia~
aftn check out
den drove to desaru
check in..
the room SUCKS
blah
freaking small bed
and me n jasper were 'fiteting' for the bed
LOL
of coz,
end up i win la
he slept on the harder bed
WAHAHA
==
we went to the ostrich farm
O.O
of coz
go there see ostrich nia
lol
dirty my slippers
==
animal saddist
THEY ATE THE OSTRICH MEAT SATAY
i see i wan puke lols
NO, OF COZ I DIDNT EAT
LOLS
den aft that went for dinner
seafood x.x
eh...300RM neh
$$ fly
lol
nvm la
oso not i pay
LOL

4th..
aka 2dae..
makan breakfast go beach awhile
now monsoon season
wave so strong
den kor's slipper got washed away
LOL
lucky he managed to get it bak ==
if not walk bak wif 1 slipper
how nice
o.o
den zhao swimmin pool o.o
aft tat go home liao lor
nth much

im feelin super tired..
T.T
but its so early..
T.T

RaRa Pwned You @ 2:14 PM

lols
check out the 2 new songs i added
its from the show enchanted
but its nice
^^
i like the 2nd song
o.o
juz listen can liao
lols

RaRa Pwned You @ 4:19 AM

blah
my finger hurts
too much maple.
no,
i mean,
srsly,
it does hurt.
well, at least thats not the onli thing that hurts now.
ok, lets not go to that topic

i dun feel lyk audi-ing
i dun feel lyk mapling
idk what else to do
apparently i hav nth 2 do

i have a brother wif a fking attitude
who threteans me 24/7
even over small tiny things
wdf..?
wad did i do to deserve tis
zzz

my maple lags shyt
every 0.1% i dc
or lag
actually is lag finish den dc
sumtimes can lag thre for lyk 10mins oso haven lag finish.
the m0rdem kips restarting
cant start up
sooner or ltr i'll throw it out of the window
trust me.
i will.
now ardy i bang the keyboard when i lag or dc
ltr whack the comp lo..
nxt tym see mordem fly liao
lols

blah blah blah
too much things to sae neh..
i duno where to start.
lols

last sat,
which was ytd's ytd
den had gb,
idk when
idk where
idk what.
and im expected to go.
how nice.
they gave out the consent form,
i wasnt in sch
so i didnt receive.
i juz found out last week.
so i told the cher.
she sae she'll pass me the form
oso nvr pass
heck care la
den fri nite i asked them
sms them
those got reply de
all sae duno tym
den sat morning
7AM den sms me tym n place
zz i was slping leh wdf
how i read
den 8 am the cher called me
i didnt see
830 i called bak
she ask me whr am i
i sae COMING LIAO LA
den she kp sae,
ure 30mins late
zzz
reach there
i complain to her for lyk 5mins nonstop
sae finish,
she nth sae,
juz sae nxt tym got important things u call
dun sms
EH
1AM CALL WHO
SIAO AR

im going jb tis sat..
probably try to get away frm all these crap..
doubt so anyway..
everytime i go overseas..
my parents n brother sure quarrel de
ALL UNHAPPY
DEN ME LEH
I NO FEELING AR?
JUZ COZ U ALL QUARREL
NEED TO DRAG ME IN MEH
WHY AM I ALWAYS THE ONE PATCHING THINGS UP
WHY ALWAYS ME APOLOGISING?
I DONT GET IT
I DONT GET ANYTHING THESE DAYS
EVERYTHING IS CRAZY
I DIDNT DO ANYTHING
YET I APOLOGISE FOR SUM1 ELSE?
WHY CANT THEY DO IT THEMSELVES?
WHAT DO THEY TAKE ME AS
SOME SORT OF MULTIFUNCTIONAL THING?
GOT PROB NIA ASK ME PATCH
ANGRY NIA SCOLD ME
NTH 2 DO BEAT ME, SCOLD ME
WDV THEY FEEL LYK DOING TO ME
WHAT AM I?
I HAVE FEELINGS TOO
(which i dont think they have)
(sry for the caps anyway. i srsly feel lyk shouting)
oh,
mabey they did it on purpose?
who knows
WHO EVEN CARES
zzz

another thing...
my mother
forces me to go tuition
WHAT FOR?!
nvr even ask me
go register for me
come home tell me she ardy register
ask me go
time n date she ownself fix
nvr even ask me
clash wif my other stuff
sabo me cnt go out
cant do anything
i tell her i duwan go
she tell me
SHE DONT CARE
what?
you tink i care?
i told her
I DONT CARE TOO
yala..
since when do i have a say in my family
or if thats what you even call it.
family..
hurhur..
i say anything oso nobody listen
listen oso ignore
nvr do anything abt it
nxt tym got things happen
say why i nvr tell them
MY FAULT LA
I TELL THEY OSO NVR LISTEN
SO I DUN TELL OSO NO DIFF RITE
ZZZ
yala..
i talk, scold me
sae i nvr tink b4 speaking..
fine lor
i dun tok
dun talk oso sae i mute ar
nvr tok de
...
wdf

tis world
srsly has no justice
ppl sae the world is nvr fair
yeah..smart
it nvr is
==

mm...
long post 2dae..
lols
too much things on my mind..
dun ask me to cheer up
its useless
lols
how la,
u tell me
so many things
and i dun even have any1 to talk to
all i can do is rant on tis stupid blog
which is lifeless
and see ppl comment at the tagboard
nolife.

doubt any1 will even bother listening to me
im lyk invisable here
or anyway
the onli time i get noticed is when i get scolded.
yeah..
even my frens dun care abt anything tat happens to me
what to do..
my sch sux
the onli kind of ppl they hav there
are muggers
onli care abt studies
abt their grades
anything wrg nia blame me
my fault la
everything oso my fault la
what i do sia
why everything oso arrow me

got things canot say nicely
onli know how to yell
n scold
wdv
zzz
ask them tok dun yell
kana scolded
WHY LA
WHY ME
WHY EVERYTHING OSO ME

RaRa Pwned You @ 3:08 PM

mabey youre more den just a fren to me.
you more sth more than juz that.

havent been posting recently.
too many things.
i wanna rant
too much things to sae.
seems lyk summer n i have come to an end.
so..
goodbye then.

Unfaithful
Story of my life,
Searching for the right,
But it keeps avoiding me.
Sorrow in my soul,
Because it seems like one,
Really loves my company.

He's more than a man,
And this is more than love,
The reason that the sky is blue.
The clouds are rolling in,
Because I'm gone again,
And to him I just can't be true.

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful,
And it kills him inside,
To know that I am happy,
With some other guy.
I can see him dying.

I don't wanna do this anymore,
I don't wanna be the reason why,
Everytime I walk out the door,
I see him die a little more inside.
I don't wanna hurt him anymore,
I don't wanna take away his life.
I don't wanna be...
A murderer.

I feel it in the air,
As I'm doing my hair,
Preparing for another date.
A kiss upon my cheek,
As he reluctantly,
Asks if I'm gonna be out late.
I say I won't be long,
Just hanging with the girls,
A lie I didn't have to tell.
Because we both know,

Where I'm about to go,
And we know it very well.

'Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful,
And it kills him inside,
To know that I am happy,
With some other guy.
I can see him dying.

I don't wanna do this anymore,
I don't wanna be the reason why,
Everytime I walk out the door,
I see him die a little more inside.
I don't wanna hurt him anymore,
I don't wanna take away his life.
I don't wanna be...
A murderer.

Our love,
His trust,
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head,
Get it over with.
I don't wanna do this,
Anymore, ooooooh, anymore.

I don't wanna do this anymore,
I don't wanna be the reason why,
And everytime I walk out the door,
I see him die a little more inside.
I don't wanna hurt him anymore,
I don't wanna take away his life.
I don't wanna be...
A murderer.

Oooh.
A murderer.
No, no, no.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.

RaRa Pwned You @ 9:22 AM